I was recently reminded by two of my followers that I had not posted anything lately and that is true. I like to just pop off the saying…. “life happened”. But,life just did not happen for me, it was all planned out even before the days that turned into months passed.
During the past two years, I lost my mother, blossomed in my artist’s journey, and learned a lot along the way about myself. I had many tears but they were both sad tears and happy tears. God took my mother home but allowed me to be there in her arms when she passed. God opened doors for me in my business and answered each soft prayer I whispered. Believe me I was bold in my requests at times. (future blog)
But before I list all the things that have happened in my world, I just felt compelled to talk about the word “a confident woman.”
I believe when we ask God for something He will answer that prayer. I also know that many times we (and I include myself) are afraid to pray for something as we do not think we deserve it, or it is too big for us to think God will give that desire to us. Believe, if we are not supposed to have it, it will become apparent that we are to either wait for it or allow God to show us what we are supposed to have.
I have had other people, both men and women tell me they feel I am a very confident woman. While this did not happen over night, I am 100% certain that this confidence people see in me is my letting God have control of my path. I guess you might say this has made me fearless in stepping out and doing new things, Along the way, I have had people tell …. “don’t you think you should do this or that?” Well, my answer to that is… if I felt what I was doing was God leading me, do, I do not second guess what I am doing. Are there days I feel vulnerable and hiding under my covers….. yup!! many days, but then I feel this little voice telling me to get my heels on and start kicking again. I honestly think many of us are afraid to ask for something as God just might give it to us and then we have to be confident enough to step forward. IT is like we are so surprised God would actually open that door. Well, I ask and then when God says YES, I confidently walk through that door. When I feel afraid, I remind myself, I am not alone.
I also know that there are things I would like to do in my life, but I am waiting on God to open that door. I know all too well if I rush it, I in my own power will fail. If I wait for God’s timing, how can I fail?
So what you see in me, those that call me confident, is not MY strength or my doing….. it is all God’s. I guess a better way to say it is that I am confident in Christ.
Do not be afraid to ask God for the desires of your heart. Do not be afraid to then step out with confidence when the door is opened. AND then know with your whole heart, God it there with you.
I am not sure who will read this as I have not posted in so long, but my prayer is if even one person will step out with me on this journey of being a confident women, then I know it was meant to post.